What I want to say to you!

[gaspode]

dear detlef,
im sorry to have upset you so. i didnt want to end the day like this. that is, i didnt want to be someone who actively participates to making this a bitter ending.
but dammit, just accept that im thinking. just please accept that other people may not be as biased as you, and HELL, please accept that people may find speaking their minds at an open occasion like this acceptable.
youve been actively participating in making this event happen, so would you please accept that this was meant to be open (within the exclusionary limits you all set beforehand!)?!

[gaspode]

dear world,
give it a break!
dear flatmates - give me a little time. ill come round. this too shall pass, right?
dear j., thanks for the call, and itll be good to see you tomorrow. i wont think about anything until then
i have to work things out, struggle a bit in privacy, get some rest, get the pressure down.

i wish there was a button i could press. (if there were, somebody wouldve pushed it by now )

[tash]

I'm sick to death of the deceit, the lies and the pain. If you want to hurt me cut my heart out with a sharp knife-don't use a spoon.

[gaspode]

dear people on the radio, you have a russian, a turkish, an italian, a french, an english, an arabic, a polish, a bosnian, croatian, serbian radio show.
WHY is there none in czech?!
(dont tell me there arent enough czechs in germany. i BET there are! )
oh, and while im at it - freaking stupid university folks, WHY do you offer all kinds of language classes, just not CZECH?
and freaking stupid university online programme, why dont you give me the classes i put on the priority list in your bloody stupid system? i WANT this class, so badly!